my fucking father didnt allow me to go fusion. i mean like i was aldry going but noooooo he called me back and we had one hell of an argument which resulted in him stomping up to my room and throwing all my schoolwork and my bible down . like WTF RITE? then we started arguing again. i mean like i tried so hard to obey everything he said, told me to do. then he started bringing things up on like how i havent been doing well in school , how i havent trained for the past 4 months or so, how i am such and underachiever and never got things done. ITS ALL NOT TRUE. and he tells me how my behaviour has caused him to stop believing in God. i mean like its all not true/ ive been doing my homework. w8 i mean 1st take a look at all my brothers. my smallest one quitted swiming, the oldest quited swiming too , im the only one that actually continued just because he told me too. i rather slack at home and dota the whole day. THEN HE GOES AND SAYS HOW ALL MY COUSINS ARE STUDYING SO HARD AND IM NOT I MEAN YEAH MAYBE IT NOT HARD TO YOU but ive been doing my best cant u fucking c that. then he goes to tell me how badly i manage things like i never file my worksheetsand stuff and how when he sits with other fathers and talk about thier children HE HAS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. WELL ASK YOUR OTHER 2 FUCKING SONS TO DO SOMETHING BIG THAT YOU CAN BE PROUD OF 'DAD!' WHY ALWAYS ME ? he tells me how i defy him but everything he said i always did in the end nomatter how grudgingly. what the fuck should i do.
with parents like mine?I DONT NEED YOU . i wish that i would be 21 and i wont ever live under the same roof as you. ever.